holding back the tears as you walk away, never given me the time of day. choking on tears, i hurt deep inside. To drown in love as my heart slowly dies. Not a note was written, he said no good bye. did we ever have a beginning? did you ever want to try? How eyes can deceive like the heart tells lies. And my broken heart continues asking "why?" so many questions i want to ask. but still i continue holding back. are you just trying to spare my feelings, not to hurt me? were you ever really my friend? do u even care about me? can't you be honest and tell me for real? because i want to tell you all that i feel. but i am afraid once again because you made me cry last night. but still i continue loving you through-out my life. What was the reason of letting me get to know you? did you actually want to know me too? and just so you know i actually do have faith in me, waiting to be discovered hidden away inside of my faith...i am still trying to find faith in your love..i wish you loved me...
Reason for writing:
i wrote this about kiel..i called him...and i was going to tell him how i felt...his friend was there and he was being a dick...he kept saying he had to go...so finally i just said fine..and hung up...and then i cried...i don't think he likes me..which hurts even more...he likes these whores i know...
Birth sign: Aquarius
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