He looked at me and said nothing just put his arms around me and held me close I closed my eyes and pretended it was you He kissed my ear and caressed my neck His fingers tickled my stomach and chest I sat on the bed next to him and kissed him tenderly I closed my eyes and pretended that it was you even though i was in the arms of another man I knew what i was doing was wrong I brought myself to do this over and over again I was using him and still loving you but i was hurting and I didnt know what else to do My heart belong to you but he held my lust desire and ache to belong He taught me things that I never knew i could learn he showed me passion and happiness in a twisted turn from the touch of his fingertips he brought comfort to my sweet quivering lips A hunger burning deep down inside the craving I desperately tried to hide he fed me a little and i needed more satisfying the pange and pleasure my shattered soul he careful peiced back together one by one I didnt want a commitment and he never suggested none all in one night he could make me feel like a different woman someone who i didnt know at all buried deep down inside a flame burned although it was quite small around him it lit up like a bright shining star he taught me that i could be loved for who i was Meanwhile I watched you from a far and prayed to God that you realized just how important to me you are these were the things that I wanted you to do but you never noticed that i was drifting away my heart and love had gone astray I closed my eyes and pretended it was you There was only one thing left to do I said goodbye and walked out the door and into the arms of the man who could love me a little more
Reason for writing:
the person that holds your heart may not always be able to keep it...I saw this movie on lifetime and this lady loved her husband to death its just that he never took the time to notice....
Birth sign: Aries
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