I search my losses, my piles, and find you, standing with that smug grin painting your face. My greatest regret is, regretfully not my mistake that ended all the happiness I knew, but the loss itself, though, hardly I feel that I was to blame. But in your eyes, shadowed and obscured, as always were, I betrayed petty reason and intention, and deserve the punishment forced upon. And I endure, the pain tearing my heart and limbs, the tears which burn my wilted face, the memories that plague with their time and place of what was and what will never be.
Reason for writing:
I wrote this piece while in a very unstable state after my friend and I had a fight and she told me that our friendship was over.
Birth sign: Gemini
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