There's a flame still burning inside me, and all of my friends still see it sway, day by day...but I still have this anger problem, lingering within my soul, I feel tortured! Never before have I felt so much pain, never before have I even came close to being insane. I wish it all away, I want a more pleasant kind of day. All the pain to go away. Today. Today... Morning's fly right by my face, I can never feel the embrace. I understand stress is a part of life, but still I am afraid. Night time, scared of the shadows in my closet at the age of nine, sweet times...tucked into bed, nothing going on inside my head...clock was still ticking and my life was realistic, not a living, breathing fantasy! Im proud. How can I doubt myself? Im ashamed, I feel blamed, but atleast God cares for me! Im proud now. How could I have doubted myself? Carelessness forever more...nothing exists in my life right now, I cannot take it! Proud, Im proud of accomplishments, proud, proud of God making me and creating a wonderful individual. Help, the pain. Help, the pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No matter what tears me down, he'll lift me from the ground. No more.
Reason for writing:
Im proud, even when panic occurs, God's always there.
Birth sign: Aquarius
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