This is just the beginning. This here is nothing more than the start, the start of a long list of heart warming, sometimes heart crushing lyrics and poetry I have written...let the beginning take you for a ride and don't let the excitement loose it's grip until the end is near. *Tony* 1. This Feeling I Get I can't explain it, just comes to me. Constant struggling, I am juggling. All these different ways of life, I can't choose just one...help me! This feeling, burning, this feeling, Im learning...learning to be like myself, intend on loving God and living life to the max. I cannot explain this, it just shows up at my door. Midnight anxiety, I am frightened. All these differences, different ways of life to lead are haunting me. Who am I supposed to follow next? The guy with the backwards baseball cap? Help me out! This feeling, burning, this feeling Im learning is life. I've just got to pave my own road and hopefully end up where all the gold remains warm. Where the hearts are still caring, where friends are always sharing. Where there is no hate! This feeling, get it out of me, get it out, get it out of me! This feeling, it's free, it's soaring in the sky now, this feeling, it's free-loose! It's soaring up above me within the blankets of the clouds now, Im free! And guess what? Im me! 2. Too Much Crammed In My Head All of these equations, they seem simple enough to me. All of these questions, I seem to answer correctly. All of my life, I've flowed down the right river, spiritual deliver... deliver me oh God! Deliver me to you're life, there's so much crammed inside! In my mind, I escape to find a painted canvas and hide. A sheltered place, where I cannot face the fire! In my head, everything might seem dead. But I know, deep down inside Im fine! GO! Oh Lord, release these feelings in me, they seem to sink into the crevices of my mind. I just want to unwind, all of the stress of the day to die, I just want to unwind, all of the stress of the day to die, fly, die, fly, die and fly away! Just, just, fly away! Just, just, fly away... "It's still in me!" Wash me clean Lord, I ask for forgiveness. I, need you're support again, Im sorry I sinned. I still hang with my friends, and skateboard in the parks, but I know I still love you, and I want the sun to still shine! Darkness fade away! Darkness go away. Darkness, fade away! Dark no more, no more...darkness, go away, go away! Light, please stay, make feel rested and at peace, no more fright! "It's gone!" 3. I Must Be Dreaming? Steady wind picks up as I progress, nothing more than total stress. This girl I asked out, walked away from me! All I've got to say to her, is just this right now..."Please, let me explain!" Im a guitar head, Im a nice guy, Im a guitar head! Crunching noises make me feel good inside, to know that Im not the only guy alive on this Earth feeling the pain that dwells within the locked corridors of my brain. My soul is unwinding, you're tongue trying...I push you away, my darling! I know, God sent you to kiss me that day, but I need some other way. I know, I know, I know, I understand now. Gut reaction, intensity! Fire burning inside, coals are burning outside! I try to hug you, you vanish, I try to let you inside, but you float away from my now out stretched arms. Why? Why?! Why?! Answer me now! Why? Why?! Why?!!??!! To Be Continued... Maybe you just weren't the right one for me, or maybe I made the biggest mistake of my life, who really knows? But baby, next time you trying kissing me with such force, I will show you no remorse! God shines his light on you, please come through. God shows his love for you, please...let me back in again. So sweet you were...scented candles and beauty unlike that of any garden. You've taught me inspiration to be more like myself, you showed me the way's of life, oh how I miss you, soul begging for the touch of you're flesh. God will always reward you no matter what the cause! 4. Silver WaterFalls Running, dodging, flipping, sideways, upwards! Look out, shout out! Here it comes. Bring it down! BREAK IT! Bring it down...now. BREAK IT! Im stuck in time, a time when I loved many of my peers. Those were the years, but now in the year 2001...I've come to realize how much I miss you. I shouldn't have abandoned you, for the popular group. Im sorry, what could I do? Gave up, said no. No way, they're my friends, like them or despise them, they warm my heart. Shining stars. Light my way to their hearts, I will find, I will hold her again. These friends of mine, no longer friends, now enemies just because I wanted a change! Perspective, Im looking through the hour glass. My perspective on life is to be an individual. But you said no, that I should remain that way. I will not, I cannot, life is about changing! Let me go from those rusted, decaying chains and let me explore the jungle of reality! NOW!!!!!! I've come to a place. All of my REAL friends care, truly they do. CARE! Silver waterfalls, we all slide down, into the pool and refresh our thoughts. The days...never felt so good before, now that you've come into my life. Climbed right through that gap in my soul, sewed it shut, and now Im about to dip my head in the silver beauty again! "Only the TRUE friends care, ignore the ones who don't accept a change in YOURSELF!" 5.
Reason for writing:
Alot of mixed emotions and feelings going on in my life now. Spirituality, God, Friendships coming together and breaking, just life. I got eight more songs/poems to post so keep reading! Thanks for the support if you so happen to enjoy this material. Peace and Godbless, Tony T.
Birth sign: Aquarius
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