You judge by the hair. You judge by what we wear. What do you know? What can you show? To prove, Im unhuman! Im just like you, innocent and sweet inside like candy on a nice, breezy summer day on the beach. Just hold me as I drift away with all these tears today...why'd you call me that? Was it the way I responded to the false statement? You taunt her by the way she looks. You think everyones a freak. You judge us if we dislike rap music. Im just like you, cool too and if you won't accept me, what is the point of having a life? Living in sin! I want my respect, just like each and everyone of you. Yeah. I crave a hole in my heart to be filled with a tender part and sewed shut, so all the happiness will not crumble out, spill out, spew outward; into the regions of society and bring me down, screaming on both knees, praying, saying, swaying, somebody help me!!!!!!! I deserve as much as you!!!!!!!!!! You will not ever achieve nothing without God! Why don't you understand? Was it you're childhood? I feel so helpless when no one else feels the way I do. The way I feel, the way I know, the way I show my emotions through the words I type, furiously into a hype. I just want some love from above, but the days still seem gray. I need to become more intouch with my personality, my reality, and my family.........._______ Family!!!!!!!!!!! Can't you hear me? Please, let me in! Im locked out, can't find my way! Family!!!!! Can't you hear me? Please, let me inside, Im cold out here, no fire, no desire!!!!! Love me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please. Lift me up Lord. Please. Give me the strenghth we all need. Please... NOW! Im running full circles. NOW! I can see what I did ever so wrong. NOW! I can accept my lifestyles. NOW! I can feel you're warmth beckon me to stay. I am home, I love home, my girl I need you as well, but let me stay here awhile and prove to my family that all is well! God thank you for the pride, for the continued journey that leads me to salvation. I thank you. The wander. The beauty. My life. The beauty. You're life. Show me you care!!!!Birth sign: Aquarius
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