Why now and here, when I'm having the time of my life? You meant alot, But did you ever notice? Oh, this is the fun part, My mentality is eating me up. When all is going wrong, Couldn't we talk it over some time? My mind tears me up, As my tears fall. What didn't we do, What didn't I say to you? Were you pitying me, As you stood there in the morning? If I only know what was to come, What was to occur. Now I feel helpless, Almost like I'm nothing. I'm all alone in this now, To me what seems a Godless world. I need something to beleive, That you were right in this. Can this world really be this, Be this spiteful? The animosity that writhes, Lurkes in us all, came out in you. My immoral mind is emerging, Making me a larger delusionist. Disrespect causes my rage to turn, Turn and bite my depression. One once said love shows many faces, This could not be love I feel. Anger raving from my hurt, The pain left with the tears. You claim you're sorry, If you only knew how sorry I was. I wished to work it out, But I will let you be. I was too naive to beleive, In any happines with another.
Reason for writing:
I wrote this after beaing dumped for no good reason. I really cared for him.
Birth sign: Taurus
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