When He Died

by Heather Williams - Libra

Kindgarten to 8th grade
He filled my life with a light
Full of hope and glory 
And all things pure
2nd grade came the phone call
"No, sorry she isn't home."
I didn't hear his mother's tears
A call back another hour confirmed
His blood cells were out of wack
We had a cake walk when I was in 5th grade
To raise money to save his life
It was the first night
That is dawned on me that he would miss school
How fucking stupid could I be
The years passed and we grew apart
The light faded and I couldn't see it anymore
Time was slipping away
So I walked past his mother watering the flowers
I walked down the stairs to his room
Sat on the side of his bed
And asked what he was doing
What the hell was I thinking?
He was to weak to even change the channel
He was watching LeFem Nikita on USA
We spoke for a few minutes
I said goodbye and walked across the street back home
I never told him I loved him until he lay in the ground
I wrote him a letter and I he understands now
I released the yellow balloon into the sky
He caught it and it now shines as a star in the sky
One that will not burn out until I join him in heaven

Reason for writing:

    He was the greatest human being I have ever known...Just like a shooting star...So great so magical and now, so gone.
I can't explain the pain I feel even thinking about the day he was taken away.    

Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2001-03-07 23:07:37
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:44
Poem ID: 60823

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