Cheerleader hell

by Chritty - Aries

surround by the whole town and visitors
I rise to the top with pride
thats busting out from the inside
Go go team go
uniform perfectly pressed
make up good very well dressed
another friday night football game
I hear screaming all around me
Go Warriors Go team 
banging feet in the stadiums
shouting ,the lights are on me
I lead the cheerleaders into their next cheer
I can hear
the sounds that the crowd makes
smile girls smile
two four six eight
who do we appreciate
warriors warriors
go team go
If they only knew
behind this fake smile and self confidence
my deep fear of failure and rejection
and my uncurable obsession
to be the best
all eyes are on me, I put my confidence to a test
summer sault into the air and a back flip
getting the crowd roared up 
Though I wish I could just crawl away
and dispear into the hundreds of fans
Do these people know who I really am
deep down do they know me outside of my cheerleading outfit
I seriously doubt it
They see the head cheerleader with talent and poise
good I fooled them, now I close my eyes and drown out my fear in all this noise
and wonder when will this night be over
when can I take all this mascara off
 pounding in my head as I give my fake cheesiest smile
all in the mean while
I pray that i get through this night
and everything will go alright
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-03-07 23:53:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:44
Poem ID: 60826

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