Please Tell Me Youre Not gone

by Adam - Virgo

Please Tell me You're not gone,
even though You're not here,
your memories still live on.
 I go about my day,
trying not to remember,
trying not to feel the pain.
 Everytime I close my eyes,
your words come back to me,
as You said goodbye.
 I often go back to the place,
with tears running down my face.
 As I think back,
I can almost hear You laugh.
 And now the years have gone by,
the memories of you are strong inside.
 I remember what we had,
and it hurts so bad.
 I close my eyes,
and whisper to myself.
 Please tell me You're not Gone.
 As I held your hand,
and held my breath.
 I softly whispered my love to You,
as You tasted death.
 As You looked into my eyes,
one last time,
I seen that fire still burning in your eyes.
 You told me that it'd be okay,
that I'd forget someday.
 And as You said I love you,
that fire started to fade.
 The last words I heard as,
You closed your eyes,
was Always and Goodbye.
 As I stood in the rain,
standing alone,
at your grave.
 I brushed the tears away,
and thought of You.
 I could almost feel your touch,
I could almost feel your love.
 I sank to my knees,
with a summer wind blowing,
through the trees.
 I remembered all the times before,
and knelt there until I remembered no more.
 I touched the fresh dirt,
and could almsot feel your hand,
clasped tightly in mine.
 As I slowly let go,
I felt You touch melt away.
 Please Tell Me You're not Gone

Reason for writing:

    I was sitting in my room in the Spring of '98. And I was thinking how terrible it would be to lose someone as special
as your Wife/Girlfriend/fill in the blank. And as I thought of that, these words to this poem started coming to me.    

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2001-03-08 18:22:49
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:45
Poem ID: 60844

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