Unreal Reality Emptiness, it lurks inside It’s something that I've learned to hide Loneliness has always been there But does anyone bother to care? Bitterness is what presents itself Due to feelings that are ignored and put on a shelf Helplessness, while being stuck in a miserable haze Finding nothing but dead ends in this never-ending maze Cautiousness, of what feelings I let out Knowing that I’ll get hurt, without a doubt Happiness is unknown to me Presenting itself only in fragments of a blurred intoxicated memory These are the things that I feel These make my life seem unreal It’s never-ending, or so it seems It's been one everlasting miserable dream I long to wake up and never return Meanwhile I will wait and watch my soul burn
Reason for writing:
I wrote this a while a go, just never put it up
Birth sign: Aquarius
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