maybe ive lost my mind and theyre coming to take me away but i know you've felt this way every fucking day the world turning upside down and im falling into space i can actually see myself falling toward the stars the agony, yet the ecstasy am i on ecstasy? the delusional fabric weaving into my brain the feeling of hopelessness magnefied by the pouring rain i see myself with you being happy then it disappears when a bum calls me slappy yes, i am delusional, im going crazy in my sleep yes, i do get to be the wonderful black sheep am i going insane? am i losing my religion? have i given up? am i caught in a terrific collision? moody by birth, by the throat i am grabbed what im trying to do is become deflabbed the last five days go flying through my mind i make it a job to eat hard pork rinds and im so close to the goal but so far away cats are skidding, dogs come home to spay pigs are flying, cows are rolling for in my temporary insanity i hear the bell tolling clang! heavy sounds flowing water burning souse close my mind and my body into the house then i woke up, and uncontrollably my body shook then i screamed something about a goddamned book i realize the close is the same as the open but my delusion is heavy, im just copin' my tears are superficial, they aren't really there technical diffulculties, with me please bear as i scream without sound, i realize with a few hairs im just delusional and no one cares. and im guilty of one crime, but its not of smashin' my only other crime? a crime of delusional passion.
Reason for writing:
read the poem. im not crazy, but hey...
Birth sign: Aries
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