Too Goddamn Late

by Antwan Fields - Aries

excuses, excuses, are you sure ill believe them
its not right, you said it too soon
i was glancing out the window and saw you kissing him
but i let the shade go and fought the tears as they came
i dried my eyes and blew my nose
and i saw that fucking bitch you hosed
you fucking pissant! you think i don't know?
you've been cheating and no less, with that ho'?
i waited for you but pretended i did not 
i sniffed the air and sniffed the weed/pot
i just sat alone in the house waiting for you to show up
wondering when i would ever grow up
it occured to me to let you taste your own medicine sour
but then you'd be justified, i shouldn't be up at this hour.
i rocked, i cried, i screamed, i died
just when i was nodding off i heard your key
checked the clock it was half-past three
our eyes met and i waited for the lie
which penetrated even his huge high
so he said "i was out for a while with the boys"
and i said "oh? i called your fucking boy toy!
i picked up my clothes, brushed off his claim that it's fate
and i said "don't tell the truth now, its too goddamn late!!"
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-03-14 19:14:00
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:47
Poem ID: 61006

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