help me forgive

by Chritty - Aries



I glanced in  the heavens and I saw
that the end of my time had come after all
the clouds had roared by 
and I couldn’t understand why
I was so young and I didn’t feel up for that journey
so I asked the angel why me
didn’t she see 
that I wanted desperately to live
I still had so much to give
She said my child isn’t this your wish
It’s my understanding that you wanted this
you prayed to God to take you away
to save you from pain and to keep you away from danger
to stop your tears and to forgive your anger
Yes angel but I didnt mean I wanted to leave 
I do have many problems in my life
I could count them all but you already know
that I cry my self to sleep every night
I pray that God will make it alright
and that the pain will disapper
but it never does and that saddens me
 there is a huge empty void in my heart
and it scares me
I often fill it with hate
I don’t like feeling this way
I want the pain to go away angel
that’s why I ask for help from God
that he can teach me how to forgive
the person that I hate the most
my mother
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-03-15 21:05:03
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:48
Poem ID: 61036

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