Choosing Indifferently

by Matthias L. - Capricorn

if I'm not dead
who's gonna tell me
I'm alive
'cause I don't feel
like living anymore

all of them are slipping away
beyond yesterday
saying this is all there is to come
I tried to let go
but it ain't that easy
let me go

fade me to black
feeling nothing anymore
I hear them calling
pretend to see nothing
to be nowhere
never again

see the signs
all my fears have now grown faces
and haunt me in my empty spaces
seems like I need a timeout
sort of like I'm falling
but I already know 
I won't get up anymore

say, am I dead, am I alive?
show me the truth
drop your disguise
is this my end I somehow missed
for I don't want to go on
as an illusion
in a nightmare world
Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2001-03-18 17:24:10
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:49
Poem ID: 61097

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