i miss him

by amanda schmidt - Cancer

I Miss Him
You never know what happened
Until it all is through
Mistakes you made throughout your time
Is all a blur to your

All the good times vanished
Bad times now appear
He took me so for granted
Still I wish he's here

The times we had together
Is what I mostly miss
His smile and he stupid joke
Until our very last kiss

We are meant to be together
I'm just waiting for the day
What more can I do?
I dream, I hope, I pray

My world revolves around him
The pain forever lasts
I guess this is part of life
A spell the love god casts

Questions left unanswered
What did I do wrong?
I thought I'd be fine at the dance
But the I heard our song

He looks at me, what does this mean?
A tear runs down my cheek
Our love kept me safe and strong
Now I'm feeling week

I cry my-self to sleep at night
Thinking of us talking
I am here waiting for him
Or will he keep on walking?

I knew I loved him before I met him
I have been waiting ‘till this day
What more can I do?
I think, I hope, I pray

Tears will continue shedding
Until he holds me tight
Thinking, dreaming, praying
For our love every night

I confessed my love
He confessed his pain
How long has this been happening
Which one of us is to blame?

When I look into his eyes
I want to cry more and more
Those eyes once looked at me different
They loved me once before

"Hold back your tears!," I say
The chances of true love is slim
But my heart, my life, my soul
Remind me all of him

Years may pass, new boys may come
Nothing will stop the aching
The world may end the sun may not rise
My heart will still be breaking

A thousand lives we've lived
Each one happy and sad
How is he worth all the pain?
Things are getting bad

I dream of him while I sleep at night
I watch the hours go by
How can he even make me laugh?
When he hurts enough to make me cry

The only one who can stop the pain
Is the one who brought it here
Losing him just twists the knife
That is my biggest fear

I wish for you, I pray for you
Someday you will know
I'm over hear with arms wide open
Please don't ever go

I wished upon a star for you
But my hopes are getting slimmer
Why is this a one way road?
My star is getting dimmer

Space was what we needed
Time to think and be free
As much as I tried to close my heart
He always had the key

Closer we became
Our words became more true
That day was the day
He said, "I love you too."

We share a special bond
I guess its called a best friend
As far as today can see
We will never end

We are meant to be together
I just waited for the day
Holding you in my arms 
I dream, I hope, and I pray



Reason for writing:

    my boyfriend i really loved broke up with me, and this poem is how i felt as time went on    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-03-18 23:10:48
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:13
Poem ID: 61108

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