the first time i saw you

by Antwan Fields - Aries

takes a while to recognize lust
takes a while to seperate it from love
and when i saw you i fell headlong into lust
and i think it is confusing 
the meek shall inherit the earth
the game shall be played upon me
and when you think with your dick and not with your heart
you get in trouble
but none of that occured to me the first time i saw you
is this me, desiring a guy? i asked myself
and the last resort, you claim i stalk you now
you claim that i am obsessed with you
a crazy...i think i could be right
but the first time i saw you you charmed me
and when you put your hand on my back i realized as i shivered that i was dishonest with myself 
i did want you
i did need you 
the first time i saw you
and two years later i feel differently
i thought it was love, but again i was wrong
but its been awhile since i felt like this
hallucinating of love
but now i see the truth
here i wait to see what happens
from the first time i saw you to the last time i will see  you.

Reason for writing:

    finally the truth,the way i now feel about danny is coming out.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-03-19 15:04:35
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:50
Poem ID: 61130

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