Uncertain

by Nicole M. - Gemini

I should have planned ahead
before opening this new can
The worms are crawling all over 
I've lost control over everyone-
Standing underneath this waterfall
Perpendicular
In or out
Stay like this
I'll get pounded-split 
I know the lagoon
Familiar to me and koi
But it seems to me
If I want to know it
I have to go into the belly
That made it.
Though dark uncharted
It holds answers
Razor blade teeth
That will take my arms off
When I embrace them
Fortunately, the arms are not my own
Play-do molds just getting me by
Stunting their growth
Alone I go
No guides to hold my hand
With no fear, to assure myself
Ready for what waits to greet me.
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-03-21 13:13:25
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:50
Poem ID: 61165

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