How much I loved you

by Vicki Higgins - Cancer

I remember how you made me feel.
I remember the things you did.
I remember the colour of your eyes,
But I forgot how much I needed you.

You left me broken and hurting.
And even though I thought I couldn't
I became someone you'll never know.
And I'm glad of that.

I remember the poems that I wrote you.
I remember how I felt that day,
The day you left me to cry.
But I forgot all the important things.

I forgot your smile and your walk.
I forgot the sound of your voice.
I forgot the way you used to look at me.
So I cannot miss them.

I remember our old memories.
I don't forget the things we did,
And I don't forget you.
I just forget that other thing.

I rememeber how much I cried,
But I forgot what I was missing.
I can't remember what went away.
I can't remember it at all.

You were once my life.
You were my whole world.
I remember you sometimes,
But I forgot how much I loved you.

(Dedicated to the guy who was once my best friend)

Reason for writing:

    Alot of my poems focus around my last heartbreak. This one is a poem to the guy who broke my heart. I have forgotten everything about that relationship.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-03-23 05:21:40
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:52
Poem ID: 61233

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