look into these tear stained eyes and you shall see the years of youth wasted away and trashed a crumpled up heart thats been diseased and poisoned with lies and hatred a spirit that had been tortured without a reason or an excuse just because my pain made you feel better you made my life miserable so yours seemed perfect I was glad when you went away it wasnt what you said it was what you didnt say no one could have done what you did nor do I think they would how could you be so cold to me I was a part of you and you a part of me It doesn’t matter anymore because the pain has healed and my heart has yet to forgive I feel sorry for you really I do You had to diss me because your life was such a waste and you were just envious of mine even today you still come around talking trash and trying to make yourself feel superior you want to put me down like before but there really isnt much you can say looking back I wanted to be like you now the shoes are reversed jealousy drove you to do what you did made fun of me when we were kids because you wanted to be me and I was just to blind to see you were hurting on the inside and you only wanted attention
Reason for writing:
when I was in elementary school I was going thru a rough time because my mother had left and this girl always teased me because I didnt have a mother like her and i was a bit of a tomboy because i grew up with four older brothers and my dad as I grew up I became more "girlie".... she wore dresses and curled her hair I wore cute little overalls and pigtails but its cool last I heard she had gotten pregnant in high school and had to take a job as a cashier in a grocery store...I on the other hand am In college and Im proud of the thing I have accomplished...I thought she was my friend but she only dissed me this poem goes out to you Glacia this is my way of saying that was definetly not cool
Birth sign: Aries
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