on my own

by Chritty - Aries

another friday night that I would be spending alone
sitting at home
waiting by the phone for your call
frustration and anger biting my tongue through it all
why do you always do this to me
I’m not allowed to go out cause you always be 
getting jealous and blowing up my cell
I’m so tired of this cant you tell
I love you I really do
But you need to stop
I remember the way it use to be
I loved you and I thought you loved me
how pathetic can one person be
I closed my eyes and I wouldn’t allow myself to see 
that you were playing me for a fool
I didn’t see the phone numbers in your pocket
or the fact that you kept your eyes opened when we kissed
my love you never missed
you just lied 
to keep me satisfied
so that I would trust you
now that I see
There is one thing that I will never do
I’m not going to wait by the phone
I can be happy on my own
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-03-24 22:56:27
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:52
Poem ID: 61269

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