she sits down on the leather couch many things are running through her head why did she have that one night stand what seem like the best sex she ever had became the worse night of her life six weeks later she sits here on the floor awaiting her destiny and fate her heart is full of pain and her soul is full of hate her tears are dry she doesn’t know what to do now the man she slept with had seen her on the street he was tired and his face was a pale shade of green he approached her and the words he said tore her life apart she didn’t know what to say, she couldn’t cry or react in any way all she could do was say why why her she just wanted a fulfillment love for a night she went home and sat down on the couch and prayed to God that this was not true somehow alone and afraid she could not block his voice she had little but no choice if it was true what was she going to do how could this be this couldn’t be happening she walked into the clinic she could feel the stares and the criticism her mind is blank and her heart is racing oh please God let me be negative the doctor calls her in she feels faint, her entire life runs through her mind she was only nineteen she had so much to live for it wasn’t her time and she didn’t want to die like this she didn’t want to taste an angel’s kiss not right now oh please God let me be negative she closes her eyes as the needle goes in her head lightens and her heart skips a beat she will have to wait two weeks to know if her life will soon end too late it already ended when she saw her one night stand on the street
Reason for writing:
I wrote this poem about my college roommate..she and I went to a frat party and she had a one night stand..six weeks later the guy found her and told her that he was HIV postitive..
Birth sign: Aries
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