Heartless

by Vicki Higgins - Cancer

New Year's Eve was the worst.
I remember how confused I was.
I remember how you made me feel.
And how you used me and made me cry.

I felt like I deserved it.
But I know that I didn't.
Here was me with my broken heart.
And there was you telling me.

You had no conviction.
You just said you couldnt do it.
But I felt like I needed you,
Even though I didnt.

I never deserved your stupid game.
And I regret feeling so hurt.
I wish I hadn't cared.
I sometimes feel you were heartless.

Reason for writing:

    New Year's Eve 2001. Me with a broken heart and a guy who knew I was down. He played games I didn't deserve.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-03-26 03:21:10
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:53
Poem ID: 61297

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