not like anyone cares

by Antwan Fields - Aries

the years have flown by
omg, how we've seperated
every last time i swear we're done
its not like they care for what we've won
holding my tongue and not saying what i wanted to
and the emptiness fills me to the brim
but all ive done for you, all gone on a whim
its not like i killed someone, not like i fell off a cliff and glanced off the side
and the voices and the abuse continues till i wish i had died.
i don't really care 
the day afterward i was crusing through the air
sliding off the side and thinking you were there
grab and hold and think that you really really care
i did it all for you, i did
but you don't carrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeee
but you don't caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
and even if you did, i wish you didn't
i feel bad not caring. or maybe i do care, and just don't
know it.

Reason for writing:

    "judith" by a perfect circle
this poem is about seperateness and the uncaringness afterward 
    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-03-26 10:52:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:53
Poem ID: 61300

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