"Twisted Feelings" As I'm chatting with you, Were giggling and having a laugh. I receive a e-mail from you know who. He ask me to meet him for lunch. You know I have to except. Why?? Cuz you know how much I love this guy. I know you think I pushed you to the second seat. You and I both know this man and I will never be. So why do I put myself through all this pain and heartache ? Is it cause I'm blind and don't see the light? Something keeps telling me to put up a fight. This man knows how I feel about him, He knows I love him in such a way, It's all for nothing is what I say. I know what a waist of time this is. All he will ever have is feelings for me, He will never turn them into love. I bet he won't share or express all the emotions that has built up inside. He leaves me in the dark with the light turned off. I have to feel my way around and try not to fall. Why can't he just tell me what he feels ? All he has ever told me is, He cares about me more than he will ever tell me. What is that suppose to mean ?? Am I just suppose to guess. Why do you keep putting me through this mess ? It's cause he's a man, And some men just keep it all in. I feel I'm being pulled. One man tells me to give up on the other man, So he can have me all to himself, The other says it's no ones business what we do. Someone please tell me what to do. My head is on this roller coaster ride. It's spinning a round and a round. If I stand up to jump, Who's going to be there to catch me when I fall ?
Reason for writing:
I hope this makes since, But I have this one guy who seems to really care about me. And shows a lot of intrest in me. But I can't seem to let this one man go. He has really done a number on me.But I will never have him, We can't be together, And when we are it's just for short times. But I don't want to hurt the other guy.
HELP ME FRIENDS !!!
Birth sign: Virgo
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