i run away from something that's not even there. a vision unimaginable, an audacious feeling never aware. blinded by the light underhanded by the thought. stealing a feeling unknown, besieged without getting caught. castigation, or rebuke of minor thoughts petty to live. nothing makes since anymore, your sould you are willing to give? bleeding from the palms of life, i cry out from the pain. torture everlasting. the unremitting bashing driving me insane. little voices inside my head, seething my hands in blood. watching the pain make sure i am alive, only to smile at the cut. leave me here without the world, who else wanted to love me am i here for all the sin, or just for being me? greedy ways die down, and the water turns to red. this empty heart-felt pain is soon the only thing i bled. tears roll down my cheeks, just like everyone else. who the hell am i to be, i am the same as everyone else. someone give me the answer, that i long for my marauding expedition. rotting like the corpse you are, lowers my expectations...
Reason for writing:
i wrote this when i was feeling down about myself...like a few months ago...
Birth sign: Aquarius
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