faded memories

by Sadwall - Aquarius

suppose one would breath life into me
when comfort mattered and i could breath.
now life hurts and shatters me.
but more than that i am just lonely.

I know enough to turn and run
I proceed from the pain                                                        Now it's time to sit alone.                                                                                                              
i’m sick of my life being a game

 How can i escape the hurt, when will it go away.
When will faith shine through the dark and God show me the way?
--“Sitting here fading, life just passes me by”
never looking high enough, never towards the sky.
dreams crashed and i end up hurting myself.
my faded memories fall......
my faded memories fall.....oh fading away i fall.....ooooh”-

you think you know me, you think you’ve been through it all.
but i left your side when you continued to fall.
and i headed down the spiral, the end is almost near.
bottled up inside are the emotions i left here.
--“Sitting here fading, life just passes me by”
never looking high enough, never towards the sky.
dreams crashed and i end up hurting myself.
my faded memories fall......
my faded memories fall.....oh fading away i fall.....ooooh”

 your love is one i long for, your tears will keep me here.
your heart is all i ask for, but instead i cry tears.
 i want to tell you before i go, these 3 words i want you to know.
 i loved you but i couldn't tell you.
fear of rejection kept me from you.
i'll always keep you apart of me.
not in flesh but in the spirit of me.
--“Sitting here fading, life just passes me by”
never looking high enough, never towards the sky.
dreams crashed and i end up hurting myself.
my faded memories fall......
my faded memories fall.....oh fading away i fall.....ooooh”
oooh...watch my life fade away....

Reason for writing:

    i wrote this as a song about my life and how i feel for a guy i am in love with..but i cannot tell him for fear of rejection    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-03-28 23:05:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:54
Poem ID: 61364

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