I'll Never Know

by Jesicah Rockfire - Leo

Often I wonder what you think of me,
But I'll never know.
Often I wonder how you remember me,
But I'll never know.
Often I wonder if you still love me,
But I'll never know.
Often I wonder if you want to hold me,
But I'll never know.
Often I wonder if you miss me,
But I'll never know
Often I wonder if you remember the times we had,
But I'll never know.
Often I wonder if you'll ever love me again,
But I'll never know.
All these things I'll go on wondering about,
Because you'll never tell me.

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this one for my ex, James. We broke up almost two years ago, but I still love him. Several months ago, our paths crossed, and we began hanging out again. I've been with someone for a year (JD), which made it really hard for me, because they got to be friends. I was tearing my hair out, trying to figure out who to be with. I told JD my problem, and the day I was going to talk to James about it, he told me that he was moving to California. It was solved for me. James and I still keep in touch, but I can't help but wonder what might've been if we hadn't broken up...    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2001-03-29 02:20:45
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:54
Poem ID: 61373

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