“melancholy” i cannot hold this pain inside, and these tears swell in my eyes. i don’t want to be alone anymore what am i continuing to fight for? i don’t understand the concept of life. i don’t understand the acceptance of strife. the same sadness lies inside my heart, crossing the pain i will never part. i saturate my soul with bitter time, submerge the guilt into my mind. ~~ “i know tomorrow will be the same, playing life like a game, i know today was like the last. seems like my life is fading fast. floating into the darkness, it takes me in. scared to be alive, the light never shines in. i am going to die alone...this sadness of life is all i have ever known..”~~ the truth tears me apart, inside i’m burning, it breaks my heart. negligently living in dreams i hate. leaving the feeling behind to wait. my only friends are those in flesh. yet they are the same as the rest. never felt any different ‘cept when i am near you. my heaviness is intoxicating to what i used to do. be nothing and have nothing except the thought of holding you. ~~“i know tomorrow will be the same, playing life like a game, i know today was like the last. seems like my life is fading fast. floating into the darkness, it takes me in. scared to be alive, the light never shines in. i am going to die alone...this sadness of life is all i have ever known..”~~ this life is losing its will to live, and i used to have much more to give. but staying here means dreaming nothing. when i see you i know there is something.. i live for....but in my sadness i lie...lie about life..lie asleep...i lie about everything... “i know tomorrow will be the same, playing life like a game, i know today was like the last. seems like my life is fading fast. floating into the darkness, it takes me in. scared to be alive, the light never shines in. i am going to die alone...this sadness of life is all i have ever known..”~~
Reason for writing:
this is a song about hiding love and being unhappy
Birth sign: Aquarius
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