what do you think, i'm lying every other day about not being straight, bi, but very gay? i don't really care about what you say because if its true, than i will pay what is this, they ask me, is it really true how you seemed to have outgrew what do i have to do? put a dick in my mouth and prove it to you? and i seem to lose friends left and right don't have to but sneak out in the dark night you say i'm in the dark but im in the light because i'm gay, do you wanna fight? it's not a question of how tough and not a question of how rough don't think about calling my bluff cause you know its true, true enough so when i bring him home to meet mother do i have to worry bout my brother? its not like you are none other the world i live in hope its another a ride i seem to call on from my shell don't need anyone to ring a bell someone call reverend dell and stop telling me im going to hell it isn't like i walk up to you and ask you bout what you do it isn't like you need to call your crew cause the walk is too long, so we flew it isn't like i'm scared about flying or crashing, burning and dying all the times you say that im lying have me staring at the wall, and i'm crying every time i think about getting laid i get worried bout a police raid no shelter if youre looking for shade fuck you and your wack-ass fade and every time i go and look around i notice who the hell just blew into town i realize about that ground and the power of that stare just knocks me down. and the fucking track holds the damn train watch my social life flow down the drain all the times im against the grain standing getting soaked in the shitty rain all i ever wanted was to be away from judging eyes measure you and all those lies sweep away those damn fruit flies watch as my weariness dies.
Reason for writing:
this one is also musically based on creed's "what if?"
this is also one of the most honest poems i have ever
written.
Birth sign: Aries
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