ask me if i give a damn

by Antwan Fields - Aries

that you broke up with another boyfriend, thats your fault
ask me if i give a damn about that
this is a bunch of crap when i am forced to examine my own life's work
and ask me if i give a damn that i won't graduate on time
that this was my senior year but i didn't do my work when i did go to class, and ask me what i did, and i still wouldn't be able to tell you.
ask me if i give a damn that the one boy i ever loved isn't going to college, that he's going back to his country
ask me if i give a damn about the fact that i haven't been able to get it up at certain times
ask me if i give a damn that even as i write this the boredom because im ready to go to boys town is slicing me down the middle
ask me if i give a damn that my best friend is going to graduate ahead of me even though we were supposed to graduate together
THAT i give a damn about
ask me if i give a damn thati have to sit around this hellhole another year
ask me if i give a damn that im afraid for my future
ask me if i give a damn that i am gay
ask me if i give a damn about anything
and i'll tell you that i do.
what it is, i don't know

Reason for writing:

    all of the above either scare me or piss me off...    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-03-29 18:48:39
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:55
Poem ID: 61420

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