You say you understand, But I know you don't. I tell you my reasons, But you won't listen. No matter how hard I try, I'll never get you to understand. I've always felt like I'm being used for one thing, Even though you say I'm not. When I tell you my decision, You say you understand then get mad. Everyday you beg me, Still I say no. The more I say no, The more you get mad and say you understand. I'll keep saying no, Until the day I can make you understand.
Reason for writing:
I wrote this one for BJ. He kept BEGGING me to have sex with him, but I kept saying no. I wasn't ready. Not too long after I wrote this, I gave in, to get him off my back. He was my first. I wish I hadn't lost my virginity to him. He is a terrible fuck (with a little dick!) and he is a horrible person.
Birth sign: Leo
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