broken angel wings

by Sadwall - Aquarius

my ache of existence holds me to the ground.
hiding from everything, i am no where to be found.
blood drips from me like the tears from my eyes.
my wings have been broken from hate, i no longer wish so try.
 clouds hanging above my head, lighting falls from the sky.
striking my move to my every breath, ceasing me to fly.
 my neck aches with sorrow, my head hangs in shame.
wings fall to the ground, i label myself “insane”.
 to weak to ever be anything, to stupid to have tried.
falling to the ground as i headed towards my life.
 drawing the biggest portrait of my life in tears,
how many i have failed in my sold out years.
how many have seen me who have fear.
take my last breath and dry my last tear.
 these wings have grown tired, my heart’s been broken in two.
these wings no longer have the strength, world, i can no longer hold on to you...

Reason for writing:

    wrote this about giving up on life and the world--and trying to reason with people    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-03-31 00:23:02
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:56
Poem ID: 61477

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