In all good sooth

by E.R. Webster - Leo

For sooth, I do, sometimes feel ruthless
and the truth, is that, I am tooless
I cannot, craft, a structure to hold
the emotions, which billow, clouds manifold
and I am bold, and I am weak
I seek an answer, to a question bleak
to know or not, if in this pot
I can melt or be smelt into something Im not
consider, this bitter, somewhat intorspective rhyme
as you play, and watch, quickly pass the time
years go by, without a doubt
before you might notice your imagination drought
a simulation to bring pleasent stimulation to your face and
sure to be there, are long periods of lonelyness
covered in flourescent light and close mindedness
this is what brings, out blood lust
to fuck and maul a bust, and rip out someones guts
blood slicked breasts and entrails hanging from teeth
last to scream, is the last to speak
consider the liver fritter, fed back to its owner
consider my vain insanity, fed back to its owner
consider, that I am a member, of naught
conisder, I remember, what I felt and taught
I want, I want, I want, I want
I will not give in to these desires, sired
in the deppest corner of my bosom
and know, that although I release this here in 
a small heavenly flow
This part of me is small, miniscule, almost non-existant
but to deny it is to deny my humanity and logical forensics
Im dependent on myself, when I stated I would depend on no one at all
Im independent, of others, but still in thrall
to myself
myself
I am myself, I am, I am, I am, I

Reason for writing:

    trying to capture or release emotions similiar to those I used to have when I wrote poetry all the time....I will post those here later    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2001-03-31 01:05:46
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:56
Poem ID: 61479

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