PEOPLE SAY JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE YOUNG THAT YOU CAN'T FEEL LOVE,WELL THAT IS NOT TRUE. I AM SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH A PERSON I'VE KNOW A WHILE. WE WERE IN SCHOOL TOGETHER AND DECIDED TO START DATING. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE TYPE OF PERSON TO GET TO KNOW WHO I WAS GOING TO DATE, I THOUGHT I KNEW HIM WELL. WE BOTH AGREED TO ONLY SEE EACHOTHER, THAT WAS IT WE WERE OFFICIAL. HE EARNED MY COMPLETE TRUST I HAD NO REASON NOT TO TRUST HIM. THERE WERE NO DOUBTS. HE PROPOSED TO ME ON OUR ANNIVERSARY SIX MONTHS, I ACCEPTED ON THE TERMS THAT WE WAIT UNTIL I FINISHED SCHOOL. THAT WAS FINE, A WEEK LATER MY MOTHER FINDS OUT SOMETHING VERY BAD. WE SAT IN THE LIVINGROOM, MOM HIM AND ME. SHE TOLD HIM HE NEEDED TO TELL ME WHAT SHE KNEW HE NEVER DID. MOM HAD TO TELL ME. IT HAS BEEN A MONTH SINCE I FOUND OUT. SHE TOLD ME HE WAS UNDER INVESTIGATION BY THE STATE POLICE FOR CHILD MOLESTATION, I THOUGHT ONLY OLD MEN DID THINGS LIKE THAT BUT I WAS WRONG. HE SAID IT WAS TRUE AND THAT HE DID MOLEST TWO DIFFERENT GIRLS. I GAVE HIM HIS RINGS AND EVERYTHING ELSE BACK AND THAT WAS THE END OF US. HE TOLD ME THAT THE MISTAKES HE MADE IN THE PAST DIDN'T CHANGE THE WAY HE TREATED ME. THAT JUST TORE THROUGH MY HEART. HOW COULD HE SAY THAT? HE ACTED LIKE HE DID NOTHING WRONG. IT IS A BATTLE EVERY DAY TO KEEP MY HEAD UP, I KNOW I DID NOTHING WRONG IT'S JUST THAT I HURT SO BAD. I CAN'T LOOK MANY MEN IN THE EYE, IT'S LIKE THEY ARE ALL SICK EVIL CREATURES I CAN'T TRUST OR ALLOW TO TOUCH ME AGAIN. THIS I KNOW IS WRONG BECAUSE IT WAS ONE SICK BOY NOT THE WORLD OF MEN.
Reason for writing:
I WROTE THIS TO VENT ABOUT ONE OF THE MEN WHO'S HURT ME
Birth sign: Taurus
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