""The Last Implication""

by Rebecca - Capricorn

I finally got the hint,
I think the end is near,
I can’t hold on to a moment,
I need to let go and face my fear.

I’m usually good at getting out,
But now I’m in too deep,
I think about you every night
When I’m awake and fast asleep.

Those dreams are now shattered,
I’m left angry and confused,
I finally got the hint,
I’m sick of being used.

I can’t stay and be the “field”,
Or another batter at the plate,
But I can take a hint,
It’s no longer worth the wait. 

I’d like to say goodbye,
It’s time for me to be strong,
I thought this would work,
But the hint proved me wrong.

Why should I waste my time?
There are other guys that care,
I took the hint and realized,
Life’s not always fair.
 
I can’t stay and play your games,
Because now I know it’s not meant to Be,
I finally got the hint,
You’re not the one for me.

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this about a friend that I fell for. Although he had a girlfriend of many years, we were both attracted to each other. His girlfriend and him agreed to see other people, so I dated him, but later found out that I was just his toy. His plan was to get the best of both worlds, have his g/f, and be with other people...he never intended on really being involved with anyone else seriously besides her. He made that quite clear to me when he rejected my request to go to the senior prom. After that I realized I couldn't wait for him forever!    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2001-03-31 18:05:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:56
Poem ID: 61502

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