HATE THERE'S SO MUCH HATE IN MY HEART, IT CONSUMES ME. I HATE ADAM FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE, YET I'D BE A LIAR TO SAY THAT I DON'T LOVE HIM BEACUSE I STILL DO. I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH HIM BUT I LOVE HIM. HIS LIPS WILL NEVER TOUCH MINE, HIS ARMS WILL NEVER HOLD ME.THE FIRETHAT ONCE BURNED IN MY HEART AND IN MY EYES FOR HIMHAS BEEN SOAKED OUT, BY MY TEARS. I KNOW I MUST GET OVER THIS I AM WORKING ON IT. THIS IS A HARD ROAD TO TRAVEL STARTING OVER BEING ALONE. I'VE NEVER BEEN ALONE. I LIE AWAKE AT NIGHT CRYING, WONDERING IF I WILL EVER BE NORMAL AGAIN. I WONDER IF ANYTHING HE TOLD ME WAS TRUE, I TAKE EVERYTHING DAY BY DAY. I JUST SEEM TO BE LOSING MY GRIP ON EVERYTHING. I HATE THE WAY I FEEL RIGHT NOW, I HATE THAT I HAVE NO CONTROL, I HATE THAT I'M SCARED AND ALONE. HATE IS A POWERFUL THING. I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO TRUST AGAIN I WANT TO LOVE AGAIN I WANT TO BE LOVED.
Reason for writing:
JUST HAD TO GET THINGS OFF OF MY MIND
Birth sign: Taurus
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