I come here frequently and sit on the bleachers just to wonder why I couldn't make it? Wasn't I supposed to be the one out there? Wasn't I supposed to be on the mound. what happened to my drive and motivation? She didn't go home everynight and worry about the stats and standings I was the one going home and practicing after a game I find it so unfair that the ones that really want to suceed are the ones that god didn't give the natural ability to Why doesn't he see that the people who have to earn it can't possibly out do the people who are half-hartedly in it people tell me not to worry, God gave me other talents that they don't have & I will find it evenutally But although they are just trying to be nice I would like to tell them to shuff it Teachers use to tell me that I should quit softball because I can't handle the school and softball They just didn't understand The only reson why I used to pass was because I knew that without passing grades I couldn't play But everytime they said that, I took it in style They didn't have any right to tell me to quit living out my dream I probably wouldn't have made it this far if I would have listened I wish they could see me now I actually wish I could be out there with them I shouldn't have let myself get caught up in love It was almost as stupid as listening to my teachers Well I guess one day I can look forward to one of my kids living out there dreams because I lost mine I lost my dreams when I lost my innocence
Reason for writing:
I wrote this like i was in the future looking back and just thinking!!!!-#12
Birth sign: Aquarius
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