He wants me to be like you but I can’t no matter how hard I try thinking about him with you just breaks my heart and I can’t help but to cry my self to sleep at night you two share a child and that’s something that I’m not ready for and won’t be for awhile it’s obvious that he doesn’t love me not like he loves you He tells me that I am being silly and that his heart belongs to me I see the way he looks at you I’m just trying hard to fool myself I don’t wanna see the truth you don’t love him but you won’t let him go don’t you see, don’t you know how much he means to me lying on his chest at night listening to him sleep I hear him call out your name and when he touches me he wishes that it was you He denies it to me and says that Im overreacting sure he cares for you because your the mother of his son but a woman knows when her man loves someonelse and I’m too blind to see that it’s not me that he loves its you and Im just playing the fool I try to hide the way I feel and pretend that things are great but I know deep down he could never love me and its to late to give up on him now I already allowed him to come in and settle down in my heart to claim it as his own I try not to make it obvious and I pretend not to see that when he makes love to me its you that he has on his mind when he kisses me with his eyes closed oh so tight its your face that he sees when he's in my bed at night he wants you there instead of me I will eventually have to face the fact that my man wants his ex back a happy little family you could be daddy. mommy and baby excluding me He will never let you go but don't you see, don't you know how much he means to me he loves you and not me I know this but I'm just playing the fool
Reason for writing:
In love with a guy who was in love with his ex
Birth sign: Aries
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