I ONCE LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH AND HE HURT ME. NOT ONLY ONCE BUT TWICE. I ALLOWED THAT. I AM WEAK. I STILL HAVE LOVE FOR HIM I JUST CAN NEVER ACT APON THAT BECAUSE HE IS WITH ANOTHER AND I CAN'T TRUST HIM. I TRIED TO WORK IT OUT HE WOULDN'T TALK TO ME. HE'S ANGRY BECAUSE I BROKE UP WITH HIM, HE SAYS I'M AT FAULT TOO. I WAS ONLY TRYING TO PROTECT MY ALREADY BROKEN HEART. I HOPE HE READS THIS I HOPE HE SEES EVERYTIME I LOOK AT HIM I WANT TO CRY. I NEVER WANTED TO HURT HIM, WHY WOULD I HURT SOMEONE WHO MEANS SO MUCH. NOW I ONLY SEE HIM AS A VERY GOOD FRIEND. I THINK HE'S GIVEN UP ON FRIENDSHIP WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER I DIDN'T THINK HE LOVED ME AFTER HE LOST ME THEN HE SHOWED IT. HIS GIRLFRIEND AND I ARE FRIENDS HE HATES THAT. SHE UNDERSTANDS THE PAIN AND CONFUSION OF BEING WITH TROY. I CAN TALK TO HER HE WON'T TALK OR LISTEN TO WHAT I TRY TO SAY ABOUT OUR PAST. SOMEDAY I HOPE TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO HIM. THE FEAR OF BEING ALONE IS GREAT BUT I'D RATHER BE ALONE THAN BE IN FEAR OF BEING HURT. ALL I WANT IS FOR HIM TO TELL ME HOW HE TRULY FEELS.
Reason for writing:
TROY
Birth sign: Taurus
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