angel with the yellow hair

by chritty - Aries

Waking up in the hospital
I remember seeing the yellow hair
nothing else was vivid in my mind
my body hurt and I had a cast on my leg
The flashbacks kept me up at night
I remember that I could have died
I stayed in bed for almost two weeks
and cried almost everyday
I was lucky thinking back I could have died
you werent so lucky you had passed away
leaving me alone 
to face this pain on my own
the newspapers called it reckless and irresponsible driving
but I call it a miracle
cause Im a live
when the fact is I could have died
the guilt is there because you didnt live
I am sad because your life had to end
I couldnt believe that I got into the car
with you
I should have said stop your not able to drive
I remember reaching for the keys
but you told me to shut up and get in
you were driving fast and I started screaming at you
and that tree 
appearing out of nowhere
I closed my eyes and prayed to God
as the car smashed into the trunk
it grew dark and silent
and I fell asleep
blood trickled down my neck 
I remember waking up in the hospital
I asked for you but the doctor said you had died
I must have cried the entire night
then I saw something familar 
the yellow hair of the angel that saved my life
the same angel that appeared that night
in front of me and said that I was going to be alright

Reason for writing:

    I was in a car accident with my neighbor three years ago	    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-04-05 01:14:44
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:59
Poem ID: 61644

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