WHERE DO I START FROM HERE? YOU'VE CAUSED A GREAT DEAL OF PAIN AND I'M LEFT TO SORT OUT THESE THOUGHTS. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO PEOPLE WHEN THEY ASK ABOUT YOU. I JUST WANT TO CRY. WELL, I'M NOT GOING TO CRY ANYMORE I WILL USE MY WORDS AND THOUGHTS TO GET BACK AT YOU. I WILL WRITE UNTIL I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO WRITE ABOUT, I WILL NOT THINK OF YOU I WILL THINK OF HAPPY THOUGHTS. SOMEDAY I WILL BE HAPPY AND YOU WON'T BE IN THOSE THOUGHTS. YOU TOOK SO MUCH THE BIGGEST THING YOU TOOK WAS MY HEART. YOU RIPPED IT OUT AND STOMPED ON IT. THEN HELD IT UP IN THE AIR AND LAUGHED RIGHT IN MY FACE. YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO EMBARRASE ME AGAIN OR HURT ME I WILL NOT ALLOW THAT TO HAPPEN. I WILL RISE ABOVE YOUR CHILDISH WAYS AND WILL BETTER MYSELF FROM YOUR MISTAKE. ALTHOUGH THE PAIN YOU CAUSED IS SO STRONG I KNOW DEEP DOWN IT WON'T LAST THAT LONG. SO WHEN YOU SEE ME SMILING JUST REMEMBER IT'S BECAUSE I KNOW I WAS THE BEST THING YOU EVER HAD.
Reason for writing:
ADAM AND HOW MUCH HE'S HURT ME IT ALLOWS ME TO PUT AN END TO SOME OF THE PAIN AND MOVE ON
Birth sign: Taurus
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