You and dad divorced when I was 6 You abandoned me when I was 11 What the hell happened What made you so crazy as to leave your 2 children I wonder about you everyday I wonder when your birthday is I wonder if you're married I wonder if you have any children I wonder if you're rich or poor I wonder if you still remember Dave and I I wonder if you still love us I wonder a bunch of shit And I wonder if you're still alive I've been searching for that mother figure all of my life Wondering who she is If she's you or some other lady I miss you mom And I pray everyday that you'll come back And stay for good It hurts inside I used to cry myself to sleep every night Just thinking about you Wishing that I could hug you and just cry happy tears Rather than the heartbreaking tears It really sucks that you're gone But no matter what happens I still love you mother.
Reason for writing:
I have no mom and it really sucks. I dream about her and in
some of my dreams, she doesn't remember me at all, and in other dreams, she tells me that she has to go, but won't tell me where. I miss her and I would give so much to have her back in my life.
Birth sign: Taurus
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