It’s been a year since you went away I think about you almost every day you would be so proud of me I doing fine and Im learning to be on my own Things aren’t the same without you I guess they never will be oh did I tell you Gabriell’s girlfriend had a baby they named him after you he is the sweetest Nat I keep having flashbacks about that night I just cant seem to forget what happen I miss you so much I guess I beat myself up allot I need you here with me remember our plans I cant do them on my own it’s not the same without you by my side I brought you some flowers I’ll just put them on your headstone they are your favorite daisies. I knew you would like those even though dad said I should have bought roses but he didn’t know you like I did I can’t seem to cry anymore it seems that they had dried up and faded away I saw a blue bird today flying outside my window and it made me think of you can you believe that its almost spring it seems like you are with me always your happy now I just know it I can feel it in my heart you were freed from you pain I will miss you always I'm trying so hard to move on although without you my life will never be the same
Reason for writing:
my friend Natalie commited suicide a couple of years ago..I also wrote another poem about her called Natalie..it says how she died
Birth sign: Aries
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