Missing The Days

by Tony T. - Aquarius

Beautiful child's eyes reflecting another lie.
Torment haunts me, from years ago...when I was little and
uncontrolled...the tears came falling down and all I remember now were the frowns...all of those days I miss because right now Im living in hate. In hate. Help me escape, please God!

Sunlight pours inside of my soul and then Im throttled, knocked down jug of life and proped back up again...just look at my expression...is all this pain over now? I ask while crying, while screaming, while pacing...the time is near, God how I love dearly...my time is near, when everything will be better then what's turned out to be! Because!

I may miss those days, but now Im growing older and I know the time won't stay, I may miss being a little kid, but what I do know is that I will be set free. No more enemies. No more hatred for the entire world. I now enjoy life, I now enjoy love, I now enjoy you, I now enjoy her, I now enjoy my relationship with God. Lord you've pulled me through this dangling confusion portal...Im living it up with all of my friends, thank you for listening. Im no longer trapped within these walls I tapped, Im set free and am finally free from anxiety!

The issues are getting away, the issues are dead, the issues are long gone. Im the head of the shovel as I pack them in tight. No more fear!!!
Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-04-08 04:14:50
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:00
Poem ID: 61707

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