Dead Inside

by Picoman - Aries

As I lay and feel my skin
I feel dead within
Would it be a crime to slash my wrists?
No, but everyone would cry
Hopefully

Eyes glazed over with pain
If there is no love slash the vein
But in this state of mind I can't decide
To kill myself or go along for the ride

Dead inside
Because I'm alive
Why must I live this curse with a smile
When all I want to do is die all the while

I sit and think about all I've acccomplished over the years
I've accomplished nothing, just gave in to my fears
Empty inside 
Wish I've died
Because of this lack of ambition inside

Dead inside
Because I'm alive
Why must I live this curse with a smile
When all I want to do is die all the while

Reason for writing:

    I'm not really suicidal, Just felt this way so time ago    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-04-09 00:22:33
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:01
Poem ID: 61742

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