Miss Nobody

by chritty - Aries


at a corner store she stands
a girl my age
talking to a bald man
twice her age
she looks familiar though Im not sure
who she is
her fishnet stockings and the cheap gold earrings
sparkle in the sun.
I think we were  friends
at one time 
I don’t think he is interested in you
I here him say maybe later
and I hear you say wait baby don’t go 
I need to feed my child and my body
I do anything you want you know
he stops and turns towards you
and shakes his head
anything huh
I hear him say I will be back in twenty minutes
you smile and kiss him goodbye
you look over at me getting out of  my car
I hear you call out my name I turn and look at you
there is just something about your eyes who are you
you call me over . silently I approach you
you light up a cigarette and sit down on the curb
you say Tiena you don’t remember me do you
I’m sorry but who are you
you scratch at the ground with the heel of your shoe
I kind of figured that
I’m nobody don’t worry about it
I remain quiet you get up and walk toward the curb
the old man returns and you yell out at me that Miss Nobody’s has to go to work
I sit in my car for the longest time trying to remember your face
just when I couldn’t think anymore it came to me
you were the girl I use to play with when we were little
you were the girl that spent many weekends at my house
you were the girl who I use to tell my secrets too
that’s who you were
you were the girl that I became to cool to hang out with
in high school
your the girl that I made fun of because you were different
I turned my back on you because you parents didn’t have money
you were the girl I shunned when you got knocked up by the head cheerleader’s ex
you were the girl my friends called a Miss Nobody
I wanted to run after you and say that I was sorry
I hurt you because you hurt me
I couldn’t believe you would sleep with him
looking back now I realize that I was young and stupid and 
no one deserved to be put down like that not even you
you weren’t a nobody it was me because I was afraid 
that I wouldn’t be a somebody
my worse fear was ending up where you are now
please forgive me even though I don’t deserve it
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-04-10 22:23:50
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:13
Poem ID: 61820

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