Cursed

by Picoman - Aries

Cursed is my existance,I feel not wanted nor loved
Inside is my confinement,where I spill the blood
Gone are my emotions,I sit stone cold dead
This is all a game which plays out inside my head

People look at me and see only the shell
They never see the man that will never kiss and tell
Time passes and the first step is done
As I enter my mind I'm a loaded gun

Deppression is not a feeling it is a state of mind
My words are my weapons, I use them instride
Insanity clings to me like a newborn babe
To myself, I'm the slave

I summon the demonsfrom within my soul
They push me aside to take control
One says "Kill all those who seize the day"
And the other just stands by as if to obey

Why must I listen to everyone
Shit flows in every direction
Always under a microscope
An eternal inspection
But if I live to be a  hundred and two
I'll know I've outlasted you

Cursed is my existance,I feel not wanted nor loved
Inside is my confinement,where I spill the blood
Gone are my emotions,I sit stone cold dead
This is all a game which plays out inside my head
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-04-11 10:28:42
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:03
Poem ID: 61843

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