i know, it was just an internet romance but it was very real at least that's how it was to me that is how i feel i booted up feeling that at least you would understand just how my life was hell but you don't understand how my heart just fell it hurt me to read that you had found someone else it ripped me apart feels like you reached in and just scratched my heart like i was injured i just stared at the screen realizing my worst fears i could barely see through the effort of holding back the tears and seeing as you did the things you used to do with me and that i loved but this sucks cause it hurts and my tears are getting gloved the way you hurt me, injured me and i had to smile i didn't want to be ungracious and let you see me in pain my feelings are numb they've been sprayed with acid rain i am damaged and yes i do still hurt you can call me a loser all you want and it won't matter i can feel the heart that i used to have hitting the floor with a clatter as i remember that i loved you and you hurt me like this i try to be professional, but why should i be but i knew this would happen, just not so fast and not to me the ice begins to form, i seem to be alone i feel like im at the bottom of a pit and i try to be myself but i know my heart isn't in it.
Reason for writing:
yeah, call me a loser, but my online yahoo chat boyfriend found someone else. so, im walking around in a daze and i'm numb.
Birth sign: Aries
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