I know that if you could see right through me, you would see my empty heart. And if you knew what made me this way you would see it breaking apart. I lost the heart that i used to have. i can’t say i love myself anymore. I haven’t said it in a long time. The pain, it just hurts more and more. My tears fall from my eyes so silently. And my life is something lost in time. I’d give anything to be with you. I see your face without my name in mind. I painted you a picture with my sadness, i wrote a song about you with my pain. i played music for you with my lost pride. and out of these feelings i made myself a game. My world is turning to black and my faith is fading away. God, how i wish he knew. the words i want to say. I’m so afraid to be alone again. I’m so afraid you’ll never know. I'm so afraid you'll take her in and leave me here alone. now I am in a 4 walled room alone. So far from everyone, so far from grace. I am just afraid of being alone....... I am afraid you won't remember me, the name without a face.
Reason for writing:
i wrote this about people in general..seeing people from the wrong perspectives...and how life can get you down..how you keep feelings bottled up...
Birth sign: Aquarius
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